Home alone. GAG!

I am so NOT a desperate housewife. I don't really even understand the term, since I have been both the stay at home mom, and a working mom. I LONG for my mornings of running around in pj pants and cooking breakfast at 8:30. Although I experienced the burn out days, of being bored at home, now those memories are very faint.
Not working full time isn't an option now, I HAVE to work. It has it's rewards as well, to have a sense of purpose in a different aspect, but I miss my full time mom days.
Anyone that gets to be a stay at home mom should count their blessings, I miss it! If you are a desperate housewife, GET OVER IT, I wish I was a housewife again!
My husband is in Fayettville working today, as he is every two weeks. He installs interlocks, you know, those things drunk drivers are ordered to have in their cars?? That's what he does, along with sell phones. I absolutely HATE going to bed without seeing him. He will come draggin' in at 2 am, half dead from driving, and it sucks. It's torture to fall asleep in bed alone. My kids will raise cain because he isn't there to tuck them in. We are a family of FOUR, not three! I could never be a single mom, OR a pipeliner's wife! I am too needy!