I wanna do nothing today!

 

I have a wedding to shoot in Little Rock today. Although I know it will be fun, I really wish I could sit home and enjoy this beautiful day with my kids. The girls are enjoying the weather, playing outside, and I know they are about to go nuts when I say, ok, come in, we have to get ready to go.
Once again, I am feeling like I neglect my family due to my photography. Working 40+ hours a week for the Price Companies already leaves me very little spare time. I am doing shoots every weekend, and spending nights during the week proofing them. I think I am on the verge of being burned out on it. I never wanted it to be a "job", I wanted it to be a passion, a fun hobby I truly enjoy. Now it seems like all my kids says is awwww momma, are you taking someone's pictures today????
It's also still inching closer all the time for us to be out of our house, and we still have not made any decisions on where to live. We simply cannot afford a lot of the things on the market now, and the rest, well, are less than desirable for us. Not that there's a thing in the world wrong with a subdivision, we just aren't those kind of people. I don't think the neighbors would care for my 200 lb dog roaming about.
I took Rufus for the last treatment, and all's well! The vet said if was going to kill him, it would've already proven fatal. He's such an eyecatcher, when he was in the back of my truck, I can't tell you how many people pulled up besided me on the 4 lane and just stared. Little do they know, the "beast" is like a lapdog!
Off I go now, have to get ready. I will post a few tomorrow if I get time.